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Struggling

July 3, 2019July 3, 2019 jachancellorLeave a comment

Struggling today…prayers, good vibes and happy thoughts appreciated.

Thanks!

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Guilt

May 30, 2019May 30, 2019 jachancellor1 Comment

No excuses but really…lupus and its symptoms hurt more than my body. There is so much that I want to do but physically sometimes just can’t.

I get into this terrible cycle of not calling because I don’t want to bother people…and then think it was just last week that I spoke with them. Terrible because months will go by that I haven’t spoken with them.

What do you feel guilt over? What do you do to overcome it?

I need to remember that those that love me understand. Some days are better than others in this belief.

Blessings.

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Effects

May 29, 2019May 28, 2019 jachancellorLeave a comment

So many things…so many unknowns. Please help if you can.

http://www.lupus.org

Blessings.

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Chapter

May 25, 2019May 25, 2019 jachancellor1 Comment

Closing this week, and this chapter.

Thank you for all the love.

Blessings.

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You

May 21, 2019May 21, 2019 jachancellor3 Comments

Proud of myself? Nope…frustrated. Frustrated that I have regain, and it took having pictures to show me what I look like again. Frustrated that I have allowed myself to not follow the plan, and the tool that I fought hard to have help me.June 2015–Washington DC. JAC I have to be proud that I am no longer there – right?February 2019 – Disney Princess 5k —I am SO VERY PROUD of myself for this. Why can’t I just be happy with myself? It is a daily struggle – constant. David asked if I was okay with my weight, and I told him “yes.” But I am not okay with it. I feel so much better than what I did five years ago. Can’t that be enough?