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Struggling

Struggling today…prayers, good vibes and happy thoughts appreciated.

Thanks!

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Chronic Pain Scale

I know that last month was Lupus Awareness month, but this popped up on my news feed on Facebook.  I live between a 5-7 normally.  Today I am more of a 10-11, and on the verge of more than that.

Pushing it takes so much out of me.  Stress that shouldn’t be there – work – adds to my daily struggle.

Happiness is a Friday, and maybe some much needed rest.

Blessings.

 

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Guilt

No excuses but really…lupus and its symptoms hurt more than my body. There is so much that I want to do but physically sometimes just can’t.

I get into this terrible cycle of not calling because I don’t want to bother people…and then think it was just last week that I spoke with them.  Terrible because months will go by that I haven’t spoken with them.

What do you feel guilt over?  What do you do to overcome it?

I need to remember that those that love me understand.  Some days are better than others in this belief.

Blessings.