No excuses but really…lupus and its symptoms hurt more than my body. There is so much that I want to do but physically sometimes just can’t.
I get into this terrible cycle of not calling because I don’t want to bother people…and then think it was just last week that I spoke with them. Terrible because months will go by that I haven’t spoken with them.
What do you feel guilt over? What do you do to overcome it?
I need to remember that those that love me understand. Some days are better than others in this belief.
Blessings.
My thoughts for today…maybe even a reminder for everyday.
I am so very grateful for my circle, my friends, and my family. However, being aware of possible sinking isn’t a bad thing either.
This weekend I am able to spend some time with my Besties.
This applies to so many things in my life right now. I am trying to focus on dealing with challenges and problems, and I think I am locked in. Although I float between the Learning Zone and Fear Zone with the self-confidence, I am building in that area.
Do you have this? My David is this for me. He continually supports me and encourages me.
Thankful for those that love me and put up with my day to day crap. Thankful for those friends who tend to me regardless of my situation.
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