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Carmen’s Thoughts – Tiffany Blue

During what seems like ages ago, back in junior year of high school, I got tired of the yellow-beige color of my room that came with the house when we moved in. So I took the Tiffany box I had to Lowe’s, matched the color for wall paint, and bought the supplies I needed to paint my room. No one in the family would help, no matter how much my 17 year old self tried to convince them to (I’m sure that went professionally). It took a few months of moving furniture and sleeping on the couch, but I painted my room all by myself #grownup.

Fast forward to present day. Stephen is living in my room, and it’s actually kind of funny to see his gaming stuff and clothes in this Tiffany blue room. Well, he’s moving out again, and I was just starting to think of visits home in MY bed in MY room, NOT on the comfy air mattress (not sarcasm – it’s actually really soft), when Mom said that they’re painting it grey (excuse me?!) and putting my stuff in the attic (NO).

Mom already painted Stephen’s original room grey for the craft room. Help me keep my Tiffany box room alive, and stop Mom from painting the house grey. One room is just fine. The whole upstairs? No.

My parents want to make my room a guest room, but I’m their only guest…? Can’t I just take my economics class in peace this summer? I feel a flail coming along.

Disclaimer: I’m going to be okay with this. I don’t have to help my brother move out, and Mom said they’re moving my stuff in the attic. Didn’t say I had to do it. Or paint the room again. As long as I’m welcome to come home and my stuff isn’t on the lawn, I’m happy.

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Worth

worth

Word.

Blessings.

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Claim

There are days, before I set my feet to the ground, that I say this out loud to God. On those days, I claim this…that God will show me His glory.  I also believe that speaking it out loud helps. I am not exactly sure why, just that it does.

Some days I need God to show me more of His glory than others. I am certain God needs to see more of me in His glory as well – but that is another discussion.

Asking for some GLORY today.

Blessings.

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Turns

Taking some turns today. Praying for the right one.

Blessings!

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Face to Face Friday

November 2015 – 315 pounds to yesterday – 115 pounds gone! Two years yesterday -surgery- as well.

So happy.

Blessings.

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Strength

Most of the time I don’t consider myself very strong.  I find that I doubt myself.  Just going along saying yes, of course, why not, even when I don’t want to.  Mainly because I feel obligated out of years of friendship.  Yesterday I said no.  Yesterday I said my feelings were hurt.

Seasons have changed, life has changed, and we have grown.  Our children aren’t friends as much as we both would love to say that they are.  We care for one another, and will forever love one another.  Neither one of us wants to hurt the other, but in doing that have caused more hurt it seems.

Hurt.  Growth.  Strength.  I am hurt.  I have grown.  I have strength.  I have changed.

it hurt

Blessings.

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Sunday Thought

I receive Devotionals Daily through my email from Faith Gateway.  You can find out more by clicking on the link. (not a paid promotion!)  This is today’s —Change Always Happens

James 1-17

Blessings.

 

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Sunday Thought

“We can’t grow in knowledge and grace and never change our minds.  When an identity is built solely on a fixed systematic theology, we’re terrified to change our minds.  Let’s grow in knowledge.” – Beth Moore

“Grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.” – 2 Peter 3:18 (NET)

Grow…it is hard to think the same way all of the time.  To change, or grow in our thoughts is difficult.  Thoughts impact actions.  I want to change my thoughts, opinions, and actions.  Growing is hard.  Changing is difficult.

So I come back to baby steps.  One day at a time, one moment at a time.  Taking time to believe in myself, and giving thanks whenever I can.  Every step we take impacts the moment after.  Do we not take the step if we don’t know the future steps?  We always go forward, but do we go in God’s grace?

Reflecting today.  Taking in God’s grace.  Taking a step forward in the knowledge of His love.

Blessings.

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Letting Go

Asking for God to give me the grace to let go of former things so that I can embrace what He has for me in the future. 

Ecclesiastes 3:6

Blessings. 

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Change

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Focusing on the gain (and not weight)!

Blessings.