I have been praying for answers for a long time now. I think we all do, in all aspects of our lives. I have been diagnoised with Lupus in May of 2008. Lots of steps in that direction, and more confusion. Yesterday I was diagnoised with Sjogrens Syndrome, and Raynauds. My new doctor is wonderful and ended my session with “you are weird.” Really? I have known that for a long while. I start Methotrexate tomorrow, and I am terrified. Terrified of what it will do to my body, and terrified what this disease has already done to my body and mind. I am positive to everyone, the majority of the time. God has provided me with a tremendous peace, and I do my best to portray God’s peace. It is so hard. Hard. I so want to scream, and kick, to be mad at God. Today, I had a precious friend call just to check on me. She cried when she heard what I am going through. I was strong with that conversation, but the moment I hung up, I cried. Terrified once again. I believe that I am saved by grace, and will be healed completely. There are moments of doubt when I try to control, but I come back to rejoicing in the Lord. Always. Phil. 4:4. Answers are only the beginning. Blessings. Jerry Ann
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Smells Continued…
Okay…
Mine is cinnamon rolls baking on Christmas morning. Mom never hand made them, so I don’t have to make them. I do buy the yeast kind to bake. They rise up so very yummy, and then the icing. Perfect for Christmas morning.
As a parent coffee is more important these days, but oh, that cinnamon.
Blessings.
Jerry Ann
Smells
What is your favorite smell or smells at Christmas time?
I have many…but that will be a later post.
Trying to post more…try to keep up. ha.
Happy Tuesday.
Jerry Ann
Thanksgiving Thoughts and Recipes
Wow…it has been forever…I am so sorry.
Lots of wonderful things were cooked for Thanksgiving, but the main reason for the holiday for us is family. Whether or not you are truly family doesn’t matter. Just grateful for friends, family of friends, and my precious family.
Carmen was home all week from Auburn, and Tori was here from Spring Hill. Stephen was at school until Tuesday, and spent the night with a friend. So he finally made it home on Wednesday evening.
I am still trying to eat healthy, and so far lost 9 pounds. Healthier foods have been key in this life style change, and we reflected it at Thanksgiving as well. Carmen actually complained when I told her that I wasn’t making my Dad’s oyster dressing. So, I ended up making it, and it turned out just like his. I have tried in years past, but has not turn out right.
This year it was perfect. We made tons of gluten-free items for Tori, and what we made, the rest of the family enjoyed without realizing the difference.
Memory Verse #19
I know…I am way behind…but…and, I have borrowed from Beth…
“I continually look to the Lord for help, for He will free my feet from the enemy’s net.” Psalm 25:15 The NET Bible
Have a good week.
Blessings,
Jerry Ann
Steve Jobs
“Your time is limited, don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma, which is living the result of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinion drown your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition, they somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”- Steve Jobs
I have this quote on my Facebook profile. “Your time is limited” speaks volumes to me especially not having any parents or grandparents left to love on. Love on your family. Don’t waste it on trivial things. Be still, and listen.
Our time is limited. Are you doing what your best everyday?
Do your best. Encourage.
Share Christ’s love. Love one another.
RIP Steve Jobs
Blessings.
Jerry Ann
Finding Joy
I have never been busier, much to my dismay–ha. I love that I have an opportunity to work with preschoolers and children. Loving on them is easy. Time management is harder. I have to be organized with daily activities, and events. Big events seem to come easier than the day to day tasks. I seem to lose the little things lately. Too many interruptions to maintain concentration and completion of the tasks.
Fried Okra
My parents used to have a moderate size garden. They had tomatoes, green beans, onions, yellow squash, and okra. I hated picking the okra. Everything about it was itchy.
My mom used to take that itchy stuff, and make the best fried okra.
A little corn meal, little flour, salt and pepper, and fry it in canola oil in an iron skillet. I have my mother’s iron skillet. I was gifted with garden fresh okra a couple of weekends ago. So…what else was I supposed to do?
Purses
I love purses. All different kinds. They can be large, small (not too small), leather, cloth. It doesn’t matter the color or brand.
That is all.
I needed the world to know.
=)
Blessings!
Beginnings Continued…
I say in the title continued, mainly because I am tired of all of the endings.
I was on vacation last week (my staycation), and accomplished a lot , but not near what I wanted to. But it is back to the daily grind with a little change.
My biggest accomplishment, I believe, are my children. Carmen left today for Camp War Eagle (Freshman orientation), at Auburn. It is the beginning of her being away from home. It is the beginning of just Stephen and I as far as school is concerned.
But a wonderful new beginning for her. She is truly excited, and for me it is bittersweet. I am so proud of her and what she has accomplished. Sad because she starts a new chapter in her life, full of adventure and without us. Truly the beginnings of adulthood.
Carmen at 2 (daycare picture), and one of my favorite photographs of her. Carmen’s smile is contagious. And, isn’t just like parents to remember them young and sweet. One of my favorite commercials is a little 3 or 4 year old getting ready to back out of her driveway, and her Dad sees her like that. But in reality, she is a grown woman. And the Dad just watches her go.
I believe her smile still is contagious. She is going to have a great time at Auburn. I also believe that we have raised her with a sweet spirit of fellowship and love. I pray that God places in her path godly friends that are strong in their convictions.
He has blessed us with such a precious gift. I love the woman she has become, and look forward to hearing of her beginnings.
Have a wonderful week.
Blessings.
Jerry Ann








