“Sometimes a storm in your life is what will blow you to the place you are longing to be.” – Beth Moore
Storms. Not really. Just feeling as though I should be doing something other than what I am doing. My body is still adjusting, and the Lupus is conquering now. Everyday I battle the inflammation and pain. I am SO much better than I was a year ago. But still in pain. Storms.
So, I remind myself that I am working full time, taking two college classes (have taken 3 so far) this summer, and challenging myself to do more (walking daily and 5k’s).
So I read this quote and think of today and tomorrow. Tomorrow is a dream. Today is the moment I should be in. Not worrying about what I am not doing, but what I have already accomplished. God has blessed me with having more energy and a supportive, loving family. They encourage me daily, if not moment by moment. So why the storms?
I struggle always wanting to do more, because I can’t just sit anymore. I maybe in pain from my joints and basic life, but I don’t want to sit on the couch anymore. Ever. I know that I need rest days but dreams. Dreams of being more involved, starting a shop (really), getting back into ministry…dreams.
So…today’s post is just a bunch of scattered thoughts…but thank you for listening.