Sunday Thought

“Sometimes a storm in your life is what will blow you to the place you are longing to be.” – Beth Moore

Storms.  Not really.  Just feeling as though I should be doing something other than what I am doing.  My body is still adjusting, and the Lupus is conquering now.  Everyday I battle the inflammation and pain.  I am SO much better than I was a year ago.  But still in pain.  Storms.

So, I remind myself that I am working full time, taking two college classes (have taken 3 so far) this summer, and challenging myself to do more (walking daily and 5k’s).

So I read this quote and think of today and tomorrow.  Tomorrow is a dream.  Today is the moment I should be in.  Not worrying about what I am not doing, but what I have already accomplished.  God has blessed me with having more energy and a supportive, loving family.  They encourage me daily, if not moment by moment.  So why the storms?

I struggle always wanting to do more, because I can’t just sit anymore.  I maybe in pain from my joints and basic life, but I don’t want to sit on the couch anymore.  Ever.   I know that I need rest days but dreams.  Dreams of being more involved, starting a shop (really), getting back into ministry…dreams.

So…today’s post is just a bunch of scattered thoughts…but thank you for listening.

Blessings.