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Happy New Year! Reflections of 2009…

Happy New Year!

Today I made my mother’s sauerkraut.  I really did bring back memories, and I am quite impressed with being able to replicate her and my Oma’s (grandmother) recipe.  We had to eat it on New Year’s Eve, and New Year’s Day along with black eyed peas.  I didn’t care for the peas, but always enjoyed the sauerkraut.  We have eaten throughout the year when Mom was alive, but I haven’t made it in a long while.  It with the peas was supposed to bring luck for the new year.  Not to really believe that, but you never know.

Not everyone enjoys it.  But I most certainly do. It was a good beginning to the year I believe.

2009 brought Carmen to the hospital last January for approximately 9 days.  We are so very blessed that she is doing well, and has grown into a beautiful young woman. We totaled a vehicle by hitting a dear, which sent our finances upside down. It has been a growing experience, one in humility, with our finances.  But I believe that we are much better now than a year ago, without using a credit card, and on the road to get out of debt.  God has been really good to us. 

I am in awe of His grace. 

I am doing okay with my health.  I am tired, fatigued.  My vision seems to go blurry when I am very tired.  I am resting, but still feeling like I am not getting anything done.  I enjoy cooking, and cleaning and, oh, too many things that I can’t seem to do on a daily basis.  Once work is done, and dinner cooked, I am exhausted. 

I am blessed. David is a source of strength and my reminder to take things easier than I do.  Carmen is a help around the house, and does more than I ask.  Stephen is as tall as me, and keeps growing.  He is one to give hugs, and snuggles when I need it the most. 

Blessed.
I pray you have a wonderful year.
Love,
Jerry Ann

memories

Memories

The latest news of Michael Jackson passing brought many memories of high school drill team. It seemed we always had a dance to one of his songs. Oh, the 80’s. One of my favorite routines was “PYT” – pretty young thing. Snaps, and a head pop back and front. Wow…that’s all I remember of that one. ha. Thriller – showing my children that video after seeing “13 going on 30” and realizing how old I am. He is our generations Elvis. Too much in the news. Too many tears for a star searching for importance.

Farrah – memories of being in my parents den, laying on a love seat pretending to be asleep watching “Charlies Angels.” It was past my bed time, and I so wanted to watch that show. I so wanted my hair to be like hers, but who didn’t. Such a strong lady with her battle with cancer.

Childhood. Wonderful memories.

My Mom’s birthday is June 30th…and how I would love to have her for a moment or two…just to sit and hold her hand. I miss her stroking my hair. Happy Birthday Mom. She would have been 73.