Well, I am trying to follow my own advice to breathe through difficult times. This time it is harder to maintain.
David has been laid off since March 21st. We haven’t been the best stewards with our money, and now we are getting very low. Low…like 3 more weeks until nothing.
I work a part-time position at our local college which has been perfect for me. The hours are great, but the people are better. That doesn’t happen often, if at all, and I feel truly blessed. Working with Lupus has been trying, but I really think this job has been wonderful for me, and my disease.
Trying to find our steps in what to do…when to change.
“When it comes right down to it, this whole thing is about trust. God is trustworthy.” – Beth Moore
I am trusting God. But I also want things to clear up now. For David to be reassured in his position that he loves so very much. For things just to work out. It is always God’s timing, and we are doing fine. We are not starving (or melting away), but we are pinching and budgeting. Things that we should have been doing long ago.
So breathing. Inhale. Exhale. Relying on God.
Psalm 55:22 Cast your burden upon the LORD and He will sustain you.